Lilly Danger.

whatevs

2007-03-18T18:14:16Z

Yeah so i'm giving up on you live journal.

I don't think anyone reads this, so i'm pretty much talking to myself. so yeah im pretty much done.

PEACE BITCH.

Pleasantly lethargic.

2007-03-04T03:23:20Z

I love weekends.
It's funny too, because usualy i just like them becuase im so tired from school, but really i feel so incredibly lazy.
Usualy i take very hard classes, and this semester theyre all retarded.
History is like, ZERO work cause its A, then iv got gym and dig. photography ('nuff said), and then my only "serious" class which is Hon Anatomy & Phys. and i pretty much just sleep and play solitare.
Bit of a strange feeling.. not used to be so lazy. Kinda feel guily, but I'll deal. :] haha
At least Im getting my job back soon at Ritas. Then i'll feel like im doing something with my life.

Well thats it. Just wanted to state my laziness/boredom.

Good timing. [=

2007-02-15T13:43:10Z

Glad we had the day off yesterday cause I finnaly got sick =\
I was wondering when i would get sick, like everyone i kno is sick! Gross. lol

Good thing watching Spongebob and Finding Nemo never gets old!!
(It will be a good day after all.)

"Rollarcoaster Favorite Ride"

2007-02-10T19:03:10Z

Yeha like the past like 5 days have been a total rollarcoaster, and not the good kind lmao. (speaking of which, i can't wait untill ga opens!!) Its just been one of those weeks where one minute it seems like everything sucks and then the next day your like wow this is the greatest day of my life. except mine was like.. rapidly bipolar. like half of the day would be amazing., the next half sucks.
weird.
can't wait for things to level out.

(3 months and 21 days untill my license, 4 months and 4 days till summer!!!

[=

2007-02-04T04:14:56Z

Hooray for leaving at 4:30 am and not getting home till 11pm!!! :D

good day.
crazy day.

Bus Rides. El-Oh-El.

=]

So much for that..

2007-01-25T02:52:45Z

I already failed my New Year's Resolution. And this one i rele should have kept.

..

2007-01-25T02:46:46Z

So yeah, i know iv been stressed lately, but i never realized how bad its gotton.. today i was just like completley on the edge and _____ mentioned something about me that completly set me off.. idk why but i basically had like a mini emotional breakdown right in school. lucky it was 4th period, but i still had to stay for rotc.. But yeah it was so crazy.. id be laughing and crying at the same time and then just stop.. and then about five minutes later as soon as someone said or hinted at anything i would just start burting out crying again..

and one thing is for sure, i DEF know who my real friends are now. Let's put it this way.. a real or at least decent friend wouldnt say something to make you THIS upset, and even if they did it without not realizing it, you def wouldnt CONTINUE making fun of them when theyre crying and freaking out. wtf. real nice douchebag. If i "accidently" ever caused my friend to freak out and start crying hysterically the last thing id do was keep making fun of them and making them feel worse.
what. the. fuck.
Iv gone from emotional breaking down crying to getting ready to knock the shit outa *someone* all day. Im still shocked, actually. I honestly can't beleive a single person on this entire planet would act that way. It just.. doesnt make sense..

but on the flip side, its nice to know theres people who care about you.. its amazing how a "Hey r u okay?" makes you feel. [= Thanks for caring.

I<3 8o's Music.

2007-01-10T01:19:23Z

Today. Kicked. Ass.

1st nd 2nd sucked... precalc and rotc. but once i changed outa that uniform and got to "3rd period" it was AMAZING. To make a ong story short, i was very clever and got out of my 3rd and 4th period classes. So to pass the time since i couldnt go home since i dont have a car, i went to pretty much every lunch :D Didnt go to B lunch tho, dont kno neone in it. and then 4th i spent the whole period in the library and chilled with REBBECCCAAAAA! [dont ask] and yeah, talked and listened to awesome music.

Ya know, it kinda sucks in a way, cause going from skipping 2 classes and then having to go to them tomorow.. its like... addicting. MUST FIND A WAY. ugh.

PS: Aboiut the subject? idk i watched 1oo greatest songs of the 8o's and its all iv been listening to.

Cool ass song.

2007-01-06T22:30:51Z

Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, melt - upgrade it,
Charge it, pawn it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick - erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick - rewrite it,
Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
Drag it, drop it, zip - unzip it,
Lock it, fill it, call it, find it,
View it, coat it, jam - unlock it,
Surf it, scroll it, pause it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, switch - update it,
Name it, rate it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax - rename it,
Touch it, bring it, pay it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, start - format it.

Shopping, the fabulous panacea!

2007-01-06T21:46:57Z

Went to the mall today with my mom [awww] and had such an awesome time [= i drove there, which kinda sucked cause god knows if there isnt a tlak show on the radio my mom has a heart attack lol. but yeah i returned a few clothes from my recent shopping spree and with the money (like $160) i got a pair of GORGEOUS Dolce & Gabana sunglasses. Yes, more sunglasses.

Yes, i know, i have an obsession. So now i have my Oakleys [classic], the Michael Kors ones, and my new D&G, plus my 2 dollar pair haha [=

but i think of it this way.. some people LOVE shoes, some love belts, some love hair stuff, some love braclets.. i love sunglasses :D

they're WAY hawt.

PS: The hardcore pink avaitors still M.I.A.

"I want so badly to beleive that there is truth, that love is real"

2007-01-05T22:25:43Z

That perfect verse is just a lie I tell myself to help me get by..

Happy New Year!

2007-01-04T01:10:27Z

New Years Resolution: Forget all of 2006 and start over with a healthy life. :)

Flower in the snow..

2006-12-31T04:50:09Z

Wow, i never did write in here about the holidays. Usualy i would be going nuts, but for some reason, christmas this year lost all festivity. Now its pretty much a process imbedded into our heads, not so much a tradition. I dont know.. i dont mean to sound like a grinch here, but everything is getting so dull it seems. I was going to write about the stuff i got for christmas and seeing family and etc. but i just dont feel like it really.

I'm slowly realizing it, but it feels like everything is just fading to black and white and im sitting there in a bright orange jumpsuit. Like for example, almost everytime i ask people how are things or something of the sort, people seem to always assume that this means to talk about the bad things that have happened to them.. or perfect example, i was doing a myspace survery and it said "What are some reasons to cry?" and of course a lot of people put things like someone dying, failing at something, etc. but i thought, hey why not being at a wedding, or looking back at those cute little memories. People cry at happy times too.

I guess what the point is here.. why is everyone being so pessismistic? [i still cant spell it]. I mean, i know life kinda sucks at times, but the other 80% of the time its AMAZING, no matter who you are. I just wish people would lighten up.

Raise Ur Hand & Take A Stand W/Ur Super Cool Wristbands!

2006-12-25T04:10:16Z

[The revolution has begun]

XMAS O GAWD

2006-12-25T04:07:45Z

MURRY KIRSTMUS, HAPPI LATE CHANUKAHH, AND ENJOY A SPECTACULAR KWANSICA. [=
MAY YOU GET LOTS OF AWESOME STUFF.
OH, AND YEAH THAT WHOLE FAMILY THING.. ENJOY THAT TOO.

The satisfaction and discontent of finishing a book.

2006-12-25T04:06:05Z

Just finished the book "Stiff" by Mary Shelly. Totaly enjoyed it, and i almost wish i hadnt finished it. I highly recomend it to anyone with even the slightest interest in anatomy or anything related. I was amazed that it turned out to be a suprinsingly funny book while still being informative and respectfull.

Next book: "Why God Won't Go Away" by Andrew Newberg, Eugene D'Aquilli, and Vince Rause. Subtitled "Brain Science & The Biology of Belief"
And then im gonna read the 2 books im getting for xmas "The God Dellusion" and "Spook". (Spook is also written by Mary Shelly)

Hoo Hah

2006-12-19T02:10:19Z

Hooray for being home alone!! Blasting music, dancing in the hallways.. good stuff.

twas a good day. [= got to see Shu and Laura. totaly awesome.

woops

2006-12-17T00:21:55Z

Ummm sorry for that oddly threatening/depressing post. I was having a bad day. RELE bad day.

OMFG

2006-12-15T19:32:57Z

FUCK today FUCKING SUCKED I SWEAR TO GOD IM GONNA FUCKING KILL SOMEBODY DONT TALK TO ME DONT LOOK AT ME DONT CALL ME DONT IM ME DONT MESSAGES ME IT WOULD BE VERY WISE NOT TO. OMFG. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO.

AND NO, ITS NOT YOU.

HOW THE FUCK DO PEOPLE DEAL WITH THIS?!

Thought for the day. [=

2006-12-11T03:42:03Z

Life is full of embaressments-and for a good reason. What else would we laugh at when we're 8o and saggy? :D

first hockey game last nite!

2006-12-09T19:57:33Z

GO DEVILS!
Devils 2, Flyers 0

Awesome night- Becky.Lani.Poppi.Meg.Joe.
[im now officialy a hockey fan.]

Ps: Rangers suck.

lilytaylor @ 2006-12-01T20:05:00

2006-12-02T01:05:12Z

Yeha i forgot i have one thing more to say today...

LANI KASICA HAS THE CUTEST PUPPY EVER.

Sometimes i wish i were dumb..

2006-12-02T01:01:46Z

No, seriously. Like, i'm not saying im like an uber genius or anything haha, but im saying like, it would be SO much easier if, for one, i wasnt a total closet nerd [LOL] and two, if i couldnt drive myself crazy thinking. like could you imagine if u could never get into in-depth thinking? it would be so weird.. easier, but weird. i mean you wouldnt kknow what u were missing out on, but you would be missing out on a LOT. but still, it would be nice...

the whole thing that got me thinking was a show on seviants. It's so weird, most seviants have an AMAZING ability with either numbers, art, memorization, something of the sort, but have no social capabilities what-so ever.

I started thinking, would i live a life with limited social capabilities to be able to be a math genius? i might..idk. it would get lonely, but i would LOVE to be able to understand basicaly everything about numbers and formulas and things like that. sounds strange i know, but idk. iv always had a secret love/interest in science and math. next year i rele want to take physics.. recently iv been becoming REALLY interesting in theoretical physics.

PS: i rele wish people would stop thinking im dumb or w.e. jsut cause im a total spaz.

Powderpuff!!! <3

2006-11-22T02:58:48Z

GO JUNIORS!! WE WON 2o-14!!
IN YOUR FACE SENIORS!

Oh, and speaking of In your face, I TOTALY GOT TO PIE SERGEANT LATIMER.
it was amazinggggggg
I couldn't beleive that out of the like 20 tickets they called mine!
it was so funn, even tho he got me back and got pie on me 2 haha!
Best night everrr.

Ps: Uber excited for 1/2 day. Im bringing brownies :D

Pathetic, yet funny.

2006-11-19T03:19:03Z

So yeah today I was supposed to go to a rotc drill comp. at montclaire high school and instead of getting there at 5:3o am i got there at 6:3o am. ugh. apparentaly i got the wrong permission slip or something, so i missed the bus completely. WOOPS. lmao. so yeah i found out Armed Team got 1st in inspection and Unarmed got 1st in basic and 2nd in inspection- CONGRATS GUYS!! wish i could have been there! i'm so glad they did well- we almost always kick ass at montlcaire. good job!!